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  • "But there is one part of this that hurts. The carefree, normal part. The part of me that was lost when we first moved and that I'll never get back."

  • "What was the point, I had to wonder, of fighting so hard to learn to protect my life if I was destroying it in the process?"

  • "And I was bitter. Bitterness and I were old friends by now, but at the moment bitterness was trying to go down my bra in public."

  • “The memories that really matter don't live in the mind.”

  • "Sometimes I feel like I'm slowly floating away. I'm constantly looking for something to grab on to so I don't lose myself."

  • The Best of 2012

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Waiting On Wednesday #23

The 100 | The Hundred | #1 | Kass Morgan | YA Sci-Fi | Little Brown | 3 September 2013 | 288

In the future, humans live in city-like spaceships orbiting far above Earth's toxic atmosphere. No one knows when, or even if, the long-abandoned planet will be habitable again. But faced with dwindling resources and a growing populace, government leaders know they must reclaim their homeland... before it's too late.

Now, one hundred juvenile delinquents are being sent on a high-stakes mission to recolonize Earth. After a brutal crash landing, the teens arrive on a savagely beautiful planet they've only seen from space. Confronting the dangers of this rugged new world, they struggle to form a tentative community. But they're haunted by their past and uncertain about the future. To survive, they must learn to trust - and even love - again.



I'm a sucker for sci-fi and sci-fi that happens outside of earth is not-to-be-missed goodness for me. I love books where the characters have to learn to survive one way or the other. Also, being a soon-to-be environmentalist, books that relate to the destruction of earth's climate in some way are a thumbs up for me.

Also, the CW has picked it up as a TV series!

What book are you WoW for? Leave a link below!

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Review: The Rules for Disappearing by Ashley Elston

The Rules for Disappearing | #1 | Ashley Elston | YA Contemporary Mystery | Disney | 14 May 2013 | 320 (eARC)
She’s been six different people in six different places: Madeline in Ohio, Isabelle in Missouri, Olivia in Kentucky . . . But now that she’s been transplanted to rural Louisiana, she has decided that this fake identity will be her last.

Witness Protection has taken nearly everything from her. But for now, they’ve given her a new name, Megan Rose Jones, and a horrible hair color. For the past eight months, Meg has begged her father to answer one question: What on earth did he do – or see – that landed them in this god-awful mess? Meg has just about had it with all the Suits’ rules — and her dad’s silence. If he won’t help, it’s time she got some answers for herself.

But Meg isn’t counting on Ethan Landry, an adorable Louisiana farm boy who’s too smart for his own good. He knows Meg is hiding something big. And it just might get both of them killed. As they embark on a perilous journey to free her family once and for all, Meg discovers that there’s only one rule that really matters — survival.
Mystery always pull me in so it's no surprise that I wanted to read The Rules for Disappearing. It's like a book about multiple personality disorder without the actual disorder. It made me think and think hard about life on the run. It isn't always glamorous. It isn't always oh-so-cool. The reality hit me hard and left me on the floor, my mouth gaped open.

There is irony in the way each chapter begins with a rule, the rule that Meg then simultaneously breaks. I felt her pain and I kept thinking why did Ashley Elston chose a rural town for all hell to break loose? Why did it took six identity changes for Meg to finally hit rock bottom, emotionally and physically? These questions kept me going.

It's clear from the narrative that life as Meg is as far and opposite from her original life as it could be. Nondescript clothing, hair that makes her look like a boy, dull brown eyes and riding in a school bus as a senior is almost too much to bear. And it doesn't help that she meets Ethan Landry in her first moments on the first day of school. The new-girl-in-the-middle-of-school-year is bound to attract attention and she does attract attention. Of the most popular girl in high school (as popular as one can get in Natchitoses anyway).

For most part of the book, Meg is at the edge of her nerves and it shows. Her mother is an alcoholic, her father is being way too mysterious and acting suspiciously and Teeny is on the verge of a breakdown at only eleven years of age. It seems Meg is the only one keeping it together. Or at least the one trying the hardest.

But I was waiting for a twist to arrive, a hand to pull back the curtain on the mystery a little bit. So I was a little disappointed when it came in the form of a nightmare on Meg's part. Clichéd. Then she gets paranoid by thinking that someone is out to get her. And oh, she also owns a secret notebook in which she writes her thoughts and feelings.

Meg knows that the only way out is to go back to the beginning and then it gets crazy. We did get glimpses of her past life, her crush and her BFF betrayal throughout the book but the reality is pretty twisted. I got to say, I was not expecting that kind of a mystery at all. But it wasn't the ohmiGod-is-this-really-happening kind of a mystery at all, it was more low-key and oh-so-that-was-what-we-were-getting-at one. The book also has a little road trip which made my heart soar a little bit. So yay for that.

Ethan is a sweet farm boy and I liked how he kept coming in the pizza place where Meg took a job. They have a hot-and-cold thing going on because Meg knows that getting attached only leads to hurt and Ethan has no idea what he is getting into. Teeny is a great character, I loved the sisterly relationship she has with Meg.

Overall, The Rules for Disappearing is a dynamic read. I'd still recommend it to readers because it offers a good character development, well-placed plot and is a quick read. It'd be interesting to see how the series proceed now that we finally know her real name and the mystery.
"But there is one part of this that hurts. The carefree, normal part. The part of me that was lost when we first moved and that I'll never get back." 
"Rules for Disappearing by Witness Protection Prisoner #18A7R04M: Don’t fall into a routine. Shake things up. Doing the same thing over and over makes you feel comfortable. And feeling comfortable is bad."
Thanks to Disney Hyperion and NetGalley for providing me an eARC of The Rules for Disappearing for review.

Sunday, May 12, 2013

Book Haul #22

Photo Credit: Brightness in Dreams
I've pretty much decided to do a book haul every other week instead of every week because I haven't been getting that many books these days. So here goes.

I went to a bookstore some days ago and Candy caught my eye. More specifically  the blurb on the back. This book has a lot of drugs, rock n' roll and is banned in China so all the more reason to read and see why. Also, I finally bought a Sarah Dessen book! Just Listen would be my first ever Dessen read and I can't wait to start it.
Candy by Mian Mian
Just Listen by Sarah Dessen

When I came across Scrap on NetGalley I was intrigued by the blurb and decided to give it a go, I hope it turns out to be a good read for all that it's claiming to be. I was glad to be have been approved for The S-Word as I've been wanting to read this for a long time and I've heard it's a tough read. I just started reading it yesterday in fact. The Siren's Secret is a much anticipated sequel to The Shapeshifter's Secret, a book that I enjoyed immensely. I requested Soul Stripper on a whim and for the lack of adult reads this year. Let's see how it goes.

So I wasn't that impressed by Silver but I decided to give Spies and Prejudice a go. Hope it's a great read! I was so glad to be approved for OCD Love Story on Edelweiss 'cause I've never read a book about OCD and a love one at that. Lastly, books that have anything to do with nerds and I'm all in so yeah, I'm going to read The Summer I Became a Nerd.

Thanks a ton to Green Leaf, Gallery Books, Cedar Fort, Kensington, Egmont, S&S and Entangled for the egalleys.
  
   
Scrap by Emory Sharplin
The S-Word by Chelsea Pitcher
The Siren's Secret (The Shapeshifter's Secret, #2) by Heather Ostler
Soul Stripper (Soul Stripper, #1) by Katana Collins
Spies and Prejudice by Talia Vance
OCD Love Story by Corey Ann Haydu
The Summer I Became a Nerd by Leah Rae Miller

What's in your book haul this week? Leave a link!

Saturday, May 11, 2013

Review: The Rules by Stacey Kade

The Rules | Project Paper Doll | #1 | Stacey Kade | YA Sci-Fi | Disney | 23 April 2013 | 416 (eARC)
1. Never trust anyone.
2. Remember they are always searching.
3. Don’t get involved.
4. Keep your head down.
5. Don’t fall in love.

Five simple rules. Ariane Tucker has followed them since the night she escaped from the genetics lab where she was created, the result of combining human and extraterrestrial DNA. Ariane’s survival—and that of her adoptive father—depends on her ability to blend in among the full-blooded humans in a small Wisconsin town, to hide in plain sight at her high school from those who seek to recover their lost (and expensive) “project.”

But when a cruel prank at school goes awry, it puts her in the path of Zane Bradshaw, the police chief’s son and someone who sees too much. Someone who really sees her. After years of trying to be invisible, Ariane finds the attention frightening—and utterly intoxicating. Suddenly, nothing is simple anymore, especially not the rules…
Lately, the sci-fi genre has made a habit of leaving me underwhelmed so I went into The Rules thinking it'd be same old, same old. Only it wasn't. I fell in love with Ariane and Zane. The book is so much more than just sci-fi; there are elements of contemporary, high school drama and mystery woven into the story making it out to be a wonderful read.

The book opens with Ariane Tucker who is the result of combination of human and alien gene pool. Created with a sinister intent, it was a lucky day when she escaped from the GTX lab to lead a (mostly) normal life. Living right under the noses of GenTex lab, Ariane has to follow the five rules to avoid being noticed and captured.

Life is going as well as it should with a breakfast schedule to follow and a father for whom she'll never come close to being the real Ariane. The one who died. But then her best friend Jenna sets her sights on being a part of the popular group by being too friendly with Rachel Jacobs. Rache, the granddaughter of Arthur Jacobs, infamous CEO of GTX labs. It naturally strikes a chord with Ariane who cannot help but blow up in the face of all her unfairness. More like, blow up bulbs.

The thing with Ariane is that being forced to use her telekinetic abilities for the worse by the evil Dr. Jacobs, a wall now blocks her abilities from manifesting. The abilities that surface whenever she witnesses Rachel bullying others for her amusement. Luckily for her, Zane Bradshaw is tired of all the crap Rachel pulls day in and out. In a flash of brilliance and intrigue on the part of Ariane, he takes up the task of humiliating her.

Zane decides to doublecross Rachel in one of her many schemes to take down Ariane because she had the nerve to defend her best friend. The scheme pulls Ariane and Zane together. Being a loner because of the rules, it is very hard for Ariane to let Zane in and she's pretty much a bundle of hesitation and awkwardness at the beginning. Ariane is a very conflicted character and she really has to learn to shed off her resistance and bring her right foot forward. I honestly cannot decide which character I love more.

Being able to read from Zane's point of view really helped me see him as he is. It is never justified why one would want to be a part of the popular group in high school anyway. So reading about all the reasons Zane had to do it and why he was tired of all that is a definite plus point. I really came to admire Zane because of the way he handled his father and the tensions at home. It really seemed like he'd spontaneously combust with all the rage boiling up inside him!

The oncoming major plot twist took me by hell of a surprise and I was left gawking like an idiot. The action in the book really kicked it up a notch towards the end. Also, the way Ariane's identity is finally revealed to Zane is very thrilling and not at all clichéd. I pretty much had no idea how it'd all end and let me just say that Stacey Kade has won me over and left me breathless. I'd highly recommend The Rules to YA sci-fi readers. 

Now just where can I find book 2?
"The trouble with rules, though, is that you'll always be tempted to break one- for the right reasons, due to unavoidable circumstances, because it feels as if there's no other choice. And once you break one, the rest seem like so much broken glass. The damage is already done."
"It might have been my human side clamoring for blood, or my alien side looking for a chance to exercise strategic dominance over a lesser life form. Either way, I was going to win." 
Thanks to Disney and NetGalley for providing me an eARC of The Rules for review.

Saturday, May 4, 2013

Review: Dirty Little Secret by Jennifer Echols

Dirty Little Secret | Jennifer Echols | YA Contemporary | MTV Books | 16 July 2013 | 288 (eARC)
Bailey wasn’t always a wild child and the black sheep of her family. She used to play fiddle and tour the music circuit with her sister, Julie, who sang and played guitar. That ended when country music execs swooped in and signed Julie to a solo deal. Never mind that Julie and Bailey were a duet, or that Bailey was their songwriter. The music scouts wanted only Julie, and their parents were content to sit by and let her fulfill her dreams while Bailey’s were hushed away.

Bailey has tried to numb the pain and disappointment over what could have been. And as Julie’s debut album is set to hit the charts, her parents get fed up with Bailey’s antics and ship her off to granddad’s house in Nashville. Playing fiddle in washed-up tribute groups at the mall, Bailey meets Sam, a handsome and oh-so-persuasive guitarist with his own band. He knows Bailey’s fiddle playing is just the thing his band needs to break into the industry. But this life has broken Bailey’s heart once before. She isn’t sure she’s ready to let Sam take her there again…
What I'd like to say to Dirty Little Secret is perfectly worded by Avril Lavigne, "Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?" I struggled with rating this book because frankly, where it lacked in depth in the first half, it definitely more than made up for it before the end. And that wasn't even an issue when I started reading the book. 

The beginning of Dirty Little Secret was... boring. I honestly didn't care for Bailey dressing up and playing her fiddle in tribute groups. But then she meets Sam at the mall, plays with him and he zones in on her. Now Bailey has to make a difficult decision, would she risk being seen as the loser sister of a rising star at a gig or cast her eyes down and carry on? This is when I saw life in Bailey and I was finally into the story.

Bailey accepts the gig because let's face it, spending time at home playing the fiddle endlessly with her grandfather hovering, who wants that? She made a perfect rebel with bold fashion sense, asymmetrical hair, red lips and boots-to-die-for, but she couldn't go on with it. Same gave her the out and she took it.

But the infamously titled Sam Hardiman's band is trouble from the start. Oh who am I kidding, Charlotte is hate-worthy. Given that the drummer had a thing for Sam and is still okay with being not okay with whoever Sam dates. Because you see, Sam likes Bailey. But does he like her because she gives the oomph factor to the band or because she is talented?

Sam started out as a pretty normal guy and then he became persuasive as hell and who'd have guessed from that that he was pretty messed up from the inside. So while I was out admiring his ability to make everyone do what he wants to do, I was also in the state where I just wanted to quietly strangle him.

But then Sam said, "I like doing things that make me uncomfortable. I try not to have a comfort zone" and everything was perfectly clear. After going through a hard family life and counselling, you have to admire the guy. And Bailey does. Their conversation is beautiful and where Sam is trying to make up for the lack of channeling his emotions, Bailey is trying to get away from them by writing them down into songs.

I understood Bailey because even though she got treated horribly by her family, she didn't give up on them. And I understood Sam because he wanted to not be like his father and wind up a loser. So they perform gigs together, discover each other, fight and then it all ends (not necessarily in that order). It was a moment of holding-my-breath-reading where you don't know what'll happen and how it'll all go down. It is a difficult feat to achieve but I was going through it so Echols did achieve it.

Dirty Little Secret more than surprised me and made me feel despite the rocky start. People who like to read music-themed YA must read this. You'll smile, go argh, get shocked and definitely swoon.
"And I was bitter. Bitterness and I were old friends by now, but at the moment bitterness was trying to go down my bra in public." 
"Deana Carter sings about it. Lady Antebellum sings about it. Eric Church. Gosh, not just country artists. Katy Perry. Everybody has a song about it because everybody's been through it. You find that person at eighteen and you lose yourself. And the tragedy is, it's the person who's completely opposed to everything you've ever wanted. You bond with that person, and that person breaks your heart. I'm that tragedy for you, and you're mine." 
Thanks to MTV Books and Edelweiss for providing me an eARC of Dirty Little Secret for review.